胆小鬼

常常跟朋友说单身很自由，很享受。其实都是在骗自己，在说服自己不要去想那孤单，寂寞的感觉。有哪个女孩不渴望被人疼，被人爱呢？

最近又再想起他了。不知何时开始，他已悄悄地钻进我的心里。也不确定自己是否真的喜欢他。

或许只是经常听见别人谈起他的消息~再加上自己的胡思乱想。换是以前的我，一定已经采取行动-把他追到手。或许当初的恋爱就是自己太过主动，让人觉得容易得到手，而不被珍惜。

多次的伤害已经把我变成一个胆小鬼，再也没有勇气去追求自己的幸福了。深怕又是遇到错的人，让自己再被伤得遍体鳞伤。现在只能原地踏步，做一个被动的人，等待对的他出现。

哎~真想好好被爱一次。。。

Lucky to be blessed ^^

Although i don't have expensive clothes, but at least i have sufficient clothes to keep me warm & tidy.
Although i don't have expensive car, but at least i have something to drive to work..(my cute Myvi) ^^
Although i don't have expensive iphone, but at least i have simple hand phone to contact with my family and friends.
Although i don't have gorgeous body figure, but at least i am healthy..
Although i don't have all the luxurious things other people have..

But i am lucky to have our Heavenly Father to provide me all the things i need..He never allow me to lack..Sometimes even provide me with more than enough.. He provide me my loving family, my job, sufficient salary, great friends to help me in my life and most of all- Salvation.
Thus, i am very lucky compared with other people. Don't you think so?

I just love my life.. ^^