常常跟朋友说单身很自由，很享受。其实都是在骗自己，在说服自己不要去想那孤单，寂寞的感觉。有哪个女孩不渴望被人疼，被人爱呢？
最近又再想起他了。不知何时开始，他已悄悄地钻进我的心里。也不确定自己是否真的喜欢他。
或许只是经常听见别人谈起他的消息~再加上自己的胡思乱想。换是以前的我，一定已经采取行动-把他追到手。或许当初的恋爱就是自己太过主动，让人觉得容易得到手，而不被珍惜。
多次的伤害已经把我变成一个胆小鬼，再也没有勇气去追求自己的幸福了。深怕又是遇到错的人，让自己再被伤得遍体鳞伤。现在只能原地踏步，做一个被动的人，等待对的他出现。
哎~真想好好被爱一次。。。
Monday, June 8, 2009
胆小鬼
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Lucky to be blessed ^^
Although i don't have expensive clothes, but at least i have sufficient clothes to keep me warm & tidy.
Although i don't have expensive car, but at least i have something to drive to work..(my cute Myvi) ^^
Although i don't have expensive iphone, but at least i have simple hand phone to contact with my family and friends.
Although i don't have gorgeous body figure, but at least i am healthy..
Although i don't have all the luxurious things other people have..
But i am lucky to have our Heavenly Father to provide me all the things i need..He never allow me to lack..Sometimes even provide me with more than enough.. He provide me my loving family, my job, sufficient salary, great friends to help me in my life and most of all- Salvation.
Thus, i am very lucky compared with other people. Don't you think so?
I just love my life.. ^^
Although i don't have expensive car, but at least i have something to drive to work..(my cute Myvi) ^^
Although i don't have expensive iphone, but at least i have simple hand phone to contact with my family and friends.
Although i don't have gorgeous body figure, but at least i am healthy..
Although i don't have all the luxurious things other people have..
But i am lucky to have our Heavenly Father to provide me all the things i need..He never allow me to lack..Sometimes even provide me with more than enough.. He provide me my loving family, my job, sufficient salary, great friends to help me in my life and most of all- Salvation.
Thus, i am very lucky compared with other people. Don't you think so?
I just love my life.. ^^
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Scary night
Today should be a wonderful day for me for meeting up with Elaine and Yee Kai and i should be having sweet dreams in my "Lala Land" now!! Around 2:12am, i woke up by the barking of my neighbour's dog and realized that my house was totally black out..
At 1st i thought the whole area also black out.. Who knows my house is the only house kena.. Very scared and frust at that time coz it is extremely hot in the house and i can not find any candle or torchlight. Suddenly feel like driving all the way back to Ipoh to enjoy the aircon.. Lol.. Then i start to check out the fuses box and everything is fine. I remember i paid the electric bill every mth leh. I donno what else to do but called the TNB.. Lucky there are still ppl working in the middle of the nite.. While waiting for the TNB ppl to arrive, i heard some weird noise from outside but i din bother it coz i don dare to open the door. :p
After the TNB ppl arrived, he told me that my main fuse outside is missing.He suspect som1 might have stolen it and trying to break into my house. My neighbour (woke up by the dog) told me that few houses near my area also kena the same thing last week.. OMG...I donno what will happened to me if i open the door just now n walk out alone to check on the main fuse.
Really thanks God that for keeping my safe and thanks to TNB staff for being so efficient.. Thanks to Shen yen too for temaning me through hp, really feel bad to wake him up in the middle of the night.. Lastly, for those ppl who so happen to be alone at home, don't ever walk out of the house when this kind of thing happen. You will never know what or who is waiting for you outside to open the door. Just try to call your neighbour or TNB. What a night!!! Now already 4 something in the morning and i don't dare to close my eye.. Haiz..
At 1st i thought the whole area also black out.. Who knows my house is the only house kena.. Very scared and frust at that time coz it is extremely hot in the house and i can not find any candle or torchlight. Suddenly feel like driving all the way back to Ipoh to enjoy the aircon.. Lol.. Then i start to check out the fuses box and everything is fine. I remember i paid the electric bill every mth leh. I donno what else to do but called the TNB.. Lucky there are still ppl working in the middle of the nite.. While waiting for the TNB ppl to arrive, i heard some weird noise from outside but i din bother it coz i don dare to open the door. :p
After the TNB ppl arrived, he told me that my main fuse outside is missing.He suspect som1 might have stolen it and trying to break into my house. My neighbour (woke up by the dog) told me that few houses near my area also kena the same thing last week.. OMG...I donno what will happened to me if i open the door just now n walk out alone to check on the main fuse.
Really thanks God that for keeping my safe and thanks to TNB staff for being so efficient.. Thanks to Shen yen too for temaning me through hp, really feel bad to wake him up in the middle of the night.. Lastly, for those ppl who so happen to be alone at home, don't ever walk out of the house when this kind of thing happen. You will never know what or who is waiting for you outside to open the door. Just try to call your neighbour or TNB. What a night!!! Now already 4 something in the morning and i don't dare to close my eye.. Haiz..
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