I know I am bad tempered and impatient.Sometimes I might raise my voice against you..but i don mean to be like this..i also wanna be a gentle, soft and polite girl that everyone love..

But it is my nature, I have been brought up in this kind of environment, adult around me talks to each other with a loud n rough tone..but why now I am the only one being judged? It is not fair..totally not fair..

No matter how hard I try n no matter what i do to impress you..It is never enough..You always think that other kids is better than me..What else can I do to make you see my effort? What else you want me to do???