Saturday, April 10, 2010
悲终莫大于心死！
今天的心情烂透了。又为了小事和妈妈争吵，一切都是钱惹的祸，眼泪又不争气地掉了。原来对她来说，我每个月给的家用不算什么。我也知道区区的两百块帮不了什么。但那是我省吃减用所省下来的。一天都不舍得花超过十块钱，她还埋怨我没有帮忙供弟弟读书，害爸爸还要辛苦地工作来养家。说供弟弟读书是我应该做的，是我的本分，因为他们花了很多钱供我读完大学了。不是我不知道，也不是我不要负担，事实是我根本没这个能力啊！若我有能力，我还会让他们那么辛苦吗？在她眼里，我就是这样自私的人吗？究竟对她来说，我是一个怎样的女儿？我也不知道。她眼里就只顾着她宝贝的小儿子，把所有好的都留给他。算了，这么多年了，我只能说一句：“心淡了”
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don b down,do watever do doing...never compare n blame anyone, my dad is 63 now yet he still work like a cow everyday, 830am out,8pm nite come back!!
ReplyDeleteeven his son oso didnt as hardworking like him :)
u consider very good,at least do give some pocket money to home, compare to others, i think u r good :)
Thanx, actually I jus need a channel for me to发泄。I will b fine..
ReplyDeletewow... i have the same situation!!!
ReplyDeletethe other day mom was also complaining and talking about me having to pay for my brother's living fees when i come out o.o
work like cow don't get to spend... life is not about just working to earn money and to let other ppl to study and for that person to be able to have a better academic qualification to earn more and to pay for another person's education o.o
but when u believe that Jesus is the source of ur provider, u must know that GOd loves u a lot and wont want u to suffer, so what do u think is the good things that God want to give u? imagine big, because that's what he will give u. =)
haha..u r the eldest in the family, so ur responsibilities is bigger than mine. However, i think wen ur bro really need ur financial help, i m sure u willing to lend ur hand geh..so earn more money n spend wisely la..nowadays, saving money no longer can make u rich..earning money is the solution. ^^
ReplyDeletei thinking that God will let me succeed in my life and i will become millionaire. then i can support my whole family and have more time to spend with them. ^^